Why me...

Yeh, I thought getting back to work and all was supposed to make the day great. Finally back earning for my living, and with a better pay per hour.
I was just watching South Park online, like any other might do on a calm afternoon, when I suddenly heard the doorbell ring. I wasn't expecting anyone so it was quite a surprise to see some stranger standing outside there. It took a few seconds to realize it was one of Skogn's many alcohol loving creatures, knocking and ringing the hell out of my doorbell.
My first though was to go to the living room window and drew the blinds there so that if he came around to that side he wouldn't be able to see me sitting there. After it quiet down a bit I could hear the doorbell ring upstairs at grampa's door, but at that time I wasn't sure if he went to the door or not, though I thought so because I did hear him get up. Shortly after that again, someone was knocking on my window. I was begging inside my head for them to go away, but when it started at my front door again I got scared and thought as far as to where I had different knives in case they got in. I know there was more than one because I heard talking, and one person can't ring both doorbells here at once (this was confirmed later as well).
I finally decided to call someone n it ended up being sis, which i texted first, but called right after. I told her what was going on and she told mum, who got up right away. I was crying at that time, and unfortunately they had left once she came here.
They somewhat wrecked the outer door leading to the stairs down to my front door, but grampa fixed it, so whether it should be reported to the police or something will be up to him, but both him and mum told me to call the police right away if they ever come like that again. And I will. Like I'm not paranoid enough about other(s) stuff already...

The Strike

It's over. Tomorrow from 06.00 it's officially over, and all of us heads back to clean our areas likke normal. You might think it's a sad thing that it didn't last that long, but trust me. I actually feel bad for the places I haven't been to work at, and it sucks to know that there will be a lot to catch up on tomorrow. But still I think it's better that we finally get back. We don't get our regular salary during strikes, and we sit around outside out work places, supposedly pushing fliers onto people who walk by. That's not really me. I don't mind talking to people about it, but I know that 99,9% of those who will pass and maybe even talk to us, don't want that extra piece of paper anyways. There should be a 'refresh' when it comes to this idea about spreading the word. And heck, barely any of us knew why or exactly what we were striking for in the first place, so if someone decided to try and debate us a little bit we were pretty much clueless.
I'm glad I don't have to sit outside Bunnpris tomorrow though, all by myself, but instead go there and clean the place up so I can earn my living and get my bills payed for the next month as well.

Malin, Aaron, Kenan and Sander was here today. It was a nice visit, even though Aaron is a bit ill nowadays. Guess it can't be helped really. Kenan and Sander sat around playing wii most of the time, biting at how each of them play etc. I must admit Kenan is the worst one there, trying to get his hands on the remote most of the time. Malin and Aaron stuck around a bit after the boys had left and we had dinner together; chicken and rice. Yes, it was a bit dry, but in these kind of situations ketchup works just fine. Can't wait untill I get more money *sigh*

But until then I have work in the morning and should be getting to bed now. I'm planning on actually managing some breakfast before I go tomorrow so cross your fingers I actually get to that goal as well ^^ good night.

~Swan~

I'm sorry...

I am sorry if any of my readers falls into a shock now, but I am indeed still alive and kickin' ;)

I think the main reason I haven't been blogging since the last time you actually got to read something on here is because I felt that I was failing you all, and myself and so on.. never been the one to think highly of myself.

I guess I have not been making much of an effort, when it comes to me changing my life, since the end of February, which was when I ended up a week away from work because I got the stomach flu. Not a happy week, even though I only threw up once. Ugh..

Stuff has been a little up and a little down since there and if I had blogged a little more often, because I can't remember everything that has been going on since February lol

However, I did get an appointment at the hospital in the beginning of may, which went very well. I first had a chat with a nutritionist about my eating habits in the past and possible future habits and such. And of course, a bit about the habit change course that I might get to be a part of in August. I really hope they will sign me up for that =)

Yes, really short and simple this post. But it's late, and even though I don't have work in the morning because of the god damn STRIKE!! I still get tired around this hour anyways, which is a good thing. We have not much reason to be up in the middle of the night anyways :P

~Swan~

Good News

Had my doctor's appointment today and glory glory, I HAVE LOST 5KG IN 4 WEEKS!!!

Who on earth would have thought so? Not me, that's for sure. But obviously I am doing things in some right way since I am not gaining weight. And it feels so good when you accomplish things in life like this. So good. And the best part is, people, that I have not had help through any medicines of any sort, just a simple change of different habits and stuff. It's hard to follow through 110%, but as long as I am not gaining weight then I am happy. And if I crack one day then it's no biggie, because there will be a new day tomorrow and it's so very important to not give up, even if you have your bad moments. We are only human.

Other than that I have just had a 20 min of zumba, and i think I am gonna try to have set days where I do that, even if it's not every day. Either way it helps, and so does the walk me and my aunt have every morning after work :3 thank you.

yeah, so good night to you :3

~Swan~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Hello guys...

I know it has been about 4 weeks since I last posted anything here, and the reason is simple:

-I haven't felt much like blogging-

But now I do so lets see if we can get some information pumped into this post, shall we?

Let's start off with the diet I have been on since last time I posted now. I can simply say it has not been much of a success really. Motivation has lowered a little after the first week, I have eaten a few things on the list that I was not supposed to eat really, I have cracked and I should have exercised more than I did up till now. But at least I have not gained weight, I have still lost a little bit (almost 3kg) since last doctors appointment, and I don't see failure in that because I have not given up even if the diet got too extreme for me.

On the happier front I have received a letter from the hospital saying that due to recommendation from my doctor I am now under evaluation to join this weight reduction group, something I am looking forward to be a part of really. Even if it was just for the opportunity to meet other people who are in the same boat as I am, and work with them kinda =)

On the lesser part again, cleaning company that I work for lost a 4 mill contract in which one of the stores I clean at was included. So now I'm looking at the possibility of losing my job. Good or bad? I'm not sure. Maybe this is my chance to drop that wet mop and move towards other directions.

But enough pondering about that because today has been a great day :D

My Birthday!!!!

And I wasn't sitting at home all alone either :3 Lena, Frode, Kristin and Bjørnar came and 'kidnapped' me, treating me to dinner at Plaza Mexico. So sweet of them. It made my heart warm and happy. Thank you once again <3 It really means a lot to me.

And now I think I'll call it a night ^^

~Swan~

The first week has come to an end

and I must admit that it has been a hard week at that. It's getting a little bit better though. But being without all that I am very used to being allowed, and able to eat every day has poked a hole in my feeling of 'fullness'. Didn't help that I was broke until Thursday either, but now I have lots of vegetables in my fridge and food I am allowed to eat for the three next weeks.

Yesterday my sister/w fam. came over for a tiny post-Christmas eve since economical issues made me unable to get them all presents for Christmas. And they were all happy about it, which is nice :3 Pity I didn't take any pictures of the "event".

And talking about pictures ^^; I will add those I was gonna add earlier..tonight ^^;;; sorry.

For my grand weight loss round number price :DDDD I got :DDDD

GUITAR HERO WORLD TOUR FOR MY WII

and its awesome of course x3

So until next blogger time~ ~Swan~

4-week crazy anti-sugar addiction diet

Yes, you read it right...

I went to the doctor today for my weight loss appointment and GLORY GLORY, I have lost 8 kg since I started getting help :3
From 128-120 in two months, so god damn I'm proud of myself.

Now to explain the title of this entry a little bit.

This is a diet for only 4 weeks. After that my doctor is going to help me slowly adjust tit to contain more bread and meat and other things in which I am not to eat right now.

- No potato products, rice, pasta, grain products, milk products, fruits or alcohol.

- Dinner: Fish min 3 times a week, white meat (chicken and pork) Vegetables (not boiled too much)

- Breakfast: Eggs, ham and tomato, or salad

- Drink: Water, tea and coffee. No sugar free soda.

- Walk/bike/exercise 20-30 minutes every day.

That's me for the next 4 weeks. For the purpose of getting the sugar/carbohydrates out of my body :3 And I think this is very exciting. Thank fitness for Zumba xDDD;;;

Anyways,

This weekend My sister, Malin, and Aaron slept over : D that was very cozy and I do have a few pictures I thought I would post but I can't find the usb for my photo camera, but I will look for it tomorrow and put them up then. Only about 5 or so :p

Late now. I should go to bed

PMS suxx

~Swan~